what if i am not i am,
what if i just pull out that smile because that's what i wish i can do?
what you see is definitely not true,
do you call me a liar?
i am not what i appear to be,
i am what you wish to see,
i am what i wish to be,
sometimes i get so carried away that i thought i really became what i wished to be,
the truth is,
deep inside me,
i am still the pathetic girl who is dying for an ordinary life,
just a normal one would do.
